I is for when I feel invisible
For feeling observed but not seen
For not being deemed ‘normal’
Society makes me feel divisible
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I can be ‘normal’ but it is just an act
I can be mentally ill but I can function
I can’t be both, apparently society objects
I often feel like something in me be lacked
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Was I absent the means to impress?
Wanting to blend into the background
Not wanting to be gossiped about
Not wanting to make public my distress
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I need to be me, no matter my state
I need to be free to express myself
To be allowed to function within society
Nothing to be labelled and nothing to abate
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I don’t want to be the societal conception
Something they must label and define
Something less because I am not perfect
Not wanting to perpetrate a deception
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Just wanting to be the person I could be
Possibly eccentric, or shy, or passive
But the ability to be and do as I will
Without ongoing public scrutiny
Well said. To be yourself without stigma or judgement that is something I believe most of us strive for. But mental illness makes it more difficult, I can empathize with you on that point.
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The sad truth is that in a different society normal would be a stigma. As humans we always have to put someone or group down making them other. It’s just wrong! Thanks for commenting.
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